I have to confess i actually started idolising Michael Jackson after his death.
Before that, i was rolling my eyes at his crazy and eccentric antics. ie. holding his kids out of the balcony.

But i just realise..
Michael Jackson is so magical that he's in a league of his own.
Though his voice might lack the energy compared to years ago, he's unusually fit for a 50 year old on stage!
The usual moonwalk and busy-hands-gestures.
Ahahahhaaa. Amazing stuff.

He actually put other celebrities who has the ability and influence to change the world to shame.
The money and fame these people profit from, are spent with disregard to the less fortunate.
If we can actually start cloning, we shouldn't be trying on pigs and sheeps..but on MJ instead.

Still very much inspired by him. Even 4 hrs later.


 

Miley Cyrus is very magical.

Because she actually has her Party in the USA song stuck in my head.

OMG. shit.

Have u ever have the feeling of going to burp, only to cough at the same time?!

U don't noe which is the priority!!

To burp first or to cough first!?!

Argh, i seriously nearly choked on my OWN BURP just now.

Ah. noob shit.

No, in case u're wondering, my mum don't wear her underwear outside.

She works.
She cooks.
She washes clothes.
She iron clothes for us.
Everyday after work!

How is that possible?!
 

I am 21.
I am not overweight.
I don't smoke.
I exercise regularly.
I watch my diet closely.

And wtf, i've just been diagnosed with high blood pressure!! (even with a followup!)
The doctor actually suspects might be due to anxiety.
And i've to be back at the clinic whenever i'm free to measure the blood pressure till he deems it's normal.

This is the first time i actually fail the blood pressure test.
And i'm seriously worried.
But i've got no idea where to start improving from!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?!
I DON'T WANNA DIE YOUNG!!!
 

It's been a long time.

My heart actually skipped a beat.

This has to be the awesomest birthday, yet.

It's a milestone to reach 20th, a blessing to celebrate 21st.

Life has been pretty smooth sailing for far..and i'm greatly thankful for it.
Knotty situations somehow managed to fall back into pieces after time.

Looking back, my 'resume' for the past 21 years wasn't much to be proud of.
I'm not a high-flyer, i'm not into nightlife, i don't have imploding number of friends on facebook, and i don't have illustrious result slips.
But i guess afterall,
We all live different lives and chased different dreams.

I have not taken what i have now for granted.
Photos soon!





 

I ran ran ran and ran...

And nearly vomit my bloody lungs out.
 

慈母奶手中线。

My family recently embarked on a tedious 'project'.
collecting the husks of bean sprout and sewing it into a pillow.
Hoping it's just in time to welcome our small new member of the family.
it was VERY labour intensive (in case u've not heard of it before).

It's very helpful as it prevents the newborns from being startled by surrounding noises, giving them a sense of security and comfort, just as if they're in their mothers' womb.

I took this photo when my mum was busy sewing the cloths together, often having to squint her eyes to direct the string into the needle hole.

I know why we embrace the arrival of newborns so passionately.
They actually give us a responsibility we wouldn't push away, even for the world.
A life so precious.
I can't wait!!
 

I was pretty surprised by what my mum said to me yesterday.
In a positive way.

In the most trying times, i can't deny that family is the most reliable and strongest pillar of strength.

I can't believe i actually enjoy watching Return of the Condor Heroes on channel 8.
The usual 'Guo'er! Gu gu! Guo'er! Gu gu!!'
 

By the way, practice makes perfect.
Achieved an all-time high timing for minesweeper.
109 secs for the Expert round, okay!
Don't play play.
Try beating this timing! (if u're a loser)
Hohohohoho.

Was watching Michael Jackson history world tour in Munich earlier.
And my mum actually went 'WOAH!' when he did the anti-gravity thingy during smooth criminal.
I guess, only MJ has such magic.

But i youtube about the anti-gravity thingy and some comments actually said he was wearing super-magnetic shoes to do that.
HUH?!
But if u have seen it,  it's really beyond what humans can do leh.

 

7 months since i ord-ed.
Am surprised that i'm still being missed by my boss!
Not mentioning my impressive work ethics and work rate..Haiz.
Am just stating a few from a damn long list.
Hohohoho.
But the fact that i heard this from the others makes it alot more touching.

And i don't know what the shit have i got myself into..
Signed up for the Nike human race in the morning and have been regretting since.
Running drought for months! Argh!!
But i love the free flow of 100 plus and isotonic drinks during races.
Can spend half an hr there drinking.
Hohohohoho.

And by the way, i think there's something wrong with me.
I'm actually addicted to minesweeper.
WTF!



 

I can now understand the meaning of 'NERVE-WRECKING' totally.

And by the way, it was david tay who went to pick the flower for his mother.
Gary tay went to find the guy who stabbed his mother instead.
It was dammmn touching watching the show AGAIN..
The mother on her deathbed, still saying "i took out a fish from the fridge this this morning, remember to cook it. Don't put it back. Will spoil."

WA.......who can take such stuff!

Frankly, i did feel awkard after not seeing them for the longest time.
Finding the right topic to talk, moments of silence can be pretty unbearable.

I guess the closeness of friends doesn't all depend on the years known.
I'm much ashamed that 9 years down, i admit i didn't make the effort to know them better.
Efforts to sustain the relationship are not reciprocated.
Superficial laughs and jokes, trying to warm the atmosphere, only to deceive ourselves that we're all still the same closest friends in secondary school.

I know i know, i might disappoint some with what i wrote.
But on hindsight, our priorities do change overtime.
We're no longer who we are in 9 years ago.
We meet new friends, re-evaluate our personalities and priorities.

Sometimes, i feel gatherings can be painful truths.
 

It was so nostalgic watching Growing Up on channel 5 all over again.
It was used to be on tcs.
If u never heard of this show, u missed the BEST local drama series ever.

Simple and meaningful.
I remember how my brothers and i never miss any episode.
i remember the last episode when the mother was dying and gary was rushing to the hospital to see her alive for the last time.
Awwwwwwww...

And i was so happy that they're showing it again on channel 5 3pm.
 

I'm not sure if u realise this.
But so much for a meritocratic society, certain windows of opportunities were shut the moment we're born.
Gender, financial status, inborn attributes/characteristics/personalities.
It's no longer a matter of how hard u work.

Self-doubting is a dangerous situation.
U start losing confidence.
Then u lose faith.
And u lose your aims and motivation.
And at the end of the day, u find so much loopholes in yourself that u really don't get anything done.

I'm losing faith. And i guess that's stage 2.
Argh.
I gotta try Adam Khoo's NLP thing.
It's always how u think that determines what u do.
Sounds brilliant.



 

I suddenly feel the need to accumulate good karma.

Who's up for some volunteering?!

Just finished watching this movie by Jim Carrey..

And if i didn't watch the movie, i wouldn't know the title came from a quote.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;

Alexander Pope, "Eloisa to Abelard"
English poet & satirist (1688 - 1744)

How genius is this guy to think of such a quote..!

But anyways, that's not the point.

This movie really messes up your brain and make u feel like a total idiot.
For the first 60 minutes of the movie..
I went "huh? Huh?! huh..?!" quite frequently.
Then i went "oh...oh! OH." for the rest of the movie.

I didn't bother writing the plot out..
cos i don't even know my understanding of the movie is even on the right track.

But then again, stating the obvious, it's about this company who is able to erase memory of a specific person u want out of your life by tracking its movement map in your brain.
So the movie developed to the point that both Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet erased each other out of their lives.
The thing is that they still managed to cross their paths again!
Skipping the technicalities, i still find it quite silly.
U may forget that someone was once part of your life, but u didn't change what's the very thing about him/her that attracted u in the first place!
So no matter how many times u erase your memory, he/she will still attracts u eventually.
Though the probability would be much lesser.

Ok. I'm really tired so i'm typing rubbish with eyes closed.
Just go watch it la.
Ahahaha.

I concluded that because of people in Prison Break, we need people in CSI.
It was very disappointing when Prison Break ended this week.
Tuesdays have been my favourite day of the week - Prison Break at 10pm then CSI Miami at 11pm.
Now i don't know what to do before CSI.
Hmmmm..
But the last episode for prison break was not disappointing at all!
Totally awesome..climax throughout!

And if u have some time to spare over the weekend, do consider watching Changeling on dvd!
It left the deepest impression among the many movies i watched recently.
Starring Angelina Jolie, it's about this lady, whose lost her son, seeking useless help from the corrupted L.A.P.D.
Her journey throughout, full of twists and suspense, was more than thrilling to watch.
The impact came when u know this movie is based on a true story.
watch it watch it watch it watch it watch it.

Now what should i watch next?
I was so desperately bored that i watched 17 Again, just for Zac Efron.
Ahahahahhahahaa.